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Friday, January 2nd, 2009
10:50 pm - three. [and pretend this post is in an earlier part of the day!]
Life.. sucks.

Ow. My head. Go away cartoon birdies. Really. Just.. go away. [gone]

You know how some people start off the new year with their head aching because of a hang over of epic proportions? Right now? I wish that my head hurt because Buffy got into the badness that is beer and mixed drinks. That'd be way better than why my head really hurts.

[filter to Willow, Spike, Angel, Connor, and available to lurking scoobs and the like unless their name is Dawn Summers.]
Guys, we have to find Dawn. I came home from patrol, and things were good for a little while, and then.. things got.. not so good. She's not the same little Dawnie. She destroyed the world, of course that makes her different. [gone] She's stronger now. I guess that's my fault, too. For training her. [gone] She's not a little girl who can't protect herself. That's not why we have to find her. I don't.. I don't know how to explain it all. I'm not really big with the magic, but.. she's different now. She can like.. shift reality or something, she only showed me a little of it.. She showed me what happened after I died. How my death.. what it did, changed her. [gone] Fire. She can um, create it or something? Not a little candle fire, like.. Firestarter kind of fire.

We got into it, and she.. knocked me out. I'm okay, though. Mostly. [gone] Just pissed that she managed to get out of the apartment. She's not evil. She's not. But she's out there, pissed off, with powers we don't know about, and we have to get her to come back. I'm going to patrol extra heavy from now on, and if you guys find her.. don't take her on yourself. I am not making with the funnies when I say that she is strong and has abilities. Just.. knock her out, or restrain her, or something. Whatever you can do, as long as I know she's not out there killing people or trying to end the world [gone] all alone. And I will kill anyone who tries to hurt her.
[/filter]

[filter to everyone else, again, excluding Dawn Summers]
So, I probably don't know everyone on this thing yet.. but, hi, I'm Buffy. And.. I kind of need some help.

My sister, Dawn Summers, she's missing. My friends and I, we're all trying to find her, but it doesn't hurt to have others out there looking, right? Dawn is 22 years old, with long dark brown hair, blue eyes, and is -- actually. Screw it.
[cut tag for picture is not really here IC, but I thought it took up too much space on the page!] )

This is the most recent picture of Dawn that I have, but if any of you happen to see her.. don't approach her. Just message or call this number, [Buffy's cell phone number here.] and y'know, don't let her think that you were looking out for her or anything.
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[filter to Dawn]
Dawn.. I don't know if you're reading this, but if you are: Come home. Please. I messed up. I screwed you up, with the whole dying and being a poor excuse for mom. I know that, now. I know you're on this whole trip about wanting to bring the world to it's knees, but why not just take this up with me? Leave the world out of it. This is between us. Your problem is with me. Don't decide to end the world or seriously screw it up because of something I did. We can fix this. If you just let me, things can be the way they should be, how they should have been. .. Just come home.
[/filter]

[private to self]
I wish mom were here. She'd.. she'd know what to do. She could fix this. No, there wouldn't be a 'this' to fix, if she were here. Dawn wouldn't be screwed up like this. I.. I wouldn't have fucked everything up, if mom were still here. Good going, Buffy. Really. I.. just hope I can stop her in time. Keep things from getting really bad. If someone kills her..
[/private]

Damnit.

current mood: worried
current music: the cartoon birdies.

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Monday, December 1st, 2008
1:16 am - two.
Zombies. They may not be exactly like the ones in the movies, but they're zombies, right? And instead of saying "braaaaaaains" they pretty much are non-verbal. That part kind of sucks, really. But then there's that whole "if they bite you, they can turn you into the walking dead" thing, and everyone should try to avoid that.

Anyway, everyone's probably already heard all the warnings about staying inside and all that but it never hurts to repeat it?

If you can, Try to stay indoors as much as possible! If you have to go out for anything Go during the day. If you have to go and walk your dog? Go during the day. Or, do like I do, and just let them run around inside. But I wouldn't try that unless you just really don't own anything. Not having much in the apartment is a plus, because it means unlike in Sunnydale we're not replacing something every other week. I do not miss that. At all.

Stay away from the subway, because even if they are moving away from there, going near there is like asking to be attacked. And if you go out? Go in groups and have some kind of a weapon with you. Sword, axe, anything really sharp and good for beheading is good. Guns too, if that's your thing. Aim for the head.

Now that's out of the way..!

It looks like a couple of people around here know what's the what, so.. anyone have any idea what the hell is going on? And more importantly, how to stop it? If there is a way? I don't know if anyone's already looking into it or not, but my sister and my best friend are big brains in the research department, and I can help in any way, if I can.

current music: one more ··· superchic[k]

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Wednesday, November 12th, 2008
3:17 pm - one.
I think the last time I did something like this was when I used to write in my diary in high school, and no one (hopefully) read that, so this is all shiny and new. Hi, I'm Buffy.

So thanks to seeing ads all over the place for it, I figured I'd see what this whole Twilight thing was about. I got the whole: Vampire in love with a human thing from the commercials in between Gossip Girl and that was about it. It sounded like something I'd know about, and I've been out of the loop on pop culture-y stuff with being dead and all, I had to see what I was missing out on! [cannot be read] And oh boy, was I surprised.

The vampires..? They sparkle! Vampires that sparkle. In the sun! Since when are vamps able to go out into the sun without getting all dusty anyway? And they use lines like "Do I dazzle you?" as pick-up lines! I mean, how lame is that? Vampire or no, I don't think that'd work on anyone. I know it wouldn't work on me, anyway. So I hope that you never let Dawnie read those books, Will. No wonder I don't really do the whole reading thing all that much. Eugh.

[Private to Willow and Dawn]
Speaking of vamps.. I forgot to mention it when I came home the other night but Connor and I ran into some that aren't the kind of vampires that we're used to dealing with. They were in need of some serious dental work, with the nasty case of shark teeth they had, and didn't make for an easy stake. More like, the stake was pretty much just a splinter to them. It was the first time I'd seen these guys since being back, so I don't know what's the what. Just be careful if you go out at night, okay?
[/Private]

And I should probably get back to making that grocery list so our fridge doesn't continue to look like Take-Out Central. I think I might actually get sick the next time I see another Chinese take out box.

current mood: hot
current music: hot n cold ··· katy perry

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Thursday, November 6th, 2008
12:41 am - should have had this up much sooner..!
so hey hey, this song is for us. so put your hands in the air if you're crazy like us, hey hey.
drive by/scene requests/spam/random

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Tuesday, October 28th, 2008
9:41 pm
We want the airwaves back : Storys to be lined. )

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9:31 pm - [info]crucisillac
next day i'm your super girl, out to save the world. )

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